Prayer Request

In 32 more days, aku harus siap tinggalin Indo and move ke Melbourne.. Bener-bener mix feeling abiss..! :( :) :( :) Bingung antara happy or sedih.. antara excited or hectic.. Kadang rasanya pengen cepet-cepet ke sana, kadang rasanya gak pengen cepet-cepet ke sana.. Bener-bener gak jelas, haha.. And in 64 more days, aku juga bakal menikah.. Tambah makin mix feeling lagi deh tuh..

Ini bukan waktu-waktu yang gampang buat aku.. And jujur, kadang aku rasanya udah gak tahan juga dalam nge-jalanin LDR.. Huaaa.. Rasa pengen ketemu DM and rasa kangennya tuh makin luar biasa, apalagi menjelang mo married gini, rasanya kepengen bisa bareng :( :( :(

Aku harus bisa tetep konsentrasi sama semua orang and semua urusan aku di Jakarta.. but di sisi lain, aku juga harus persiapin diri and mikirin buat kehidupan aku next di Aussie, sama mikirin wedding juga.. Hati aku tuh kayak setengah ada di sana, setengah ada di sini, wkwkwk.. Belom lagi, ditambah perasaan takut and worry buat tinggal di sana.. Ya Tuhan, kenapa seorang cella bisa jadi mix feeling gak jelas gini yah?! :p

Konflik sama DM juga makin macem-macem rupanya, mungkin karena kita lagi sama-sama under pressure.. jadi keluar semua deh baik-buruknya, haha.. Bener-bener belajar to not give up on each other and to keep loving each other even in the worst situation..

That's why we need you guys to support us in your prayer.. Please pray for our relationship and also our wedding (marriage), so it can be a blessing to others.. :) And sesuai sama tema wedding kita, LOVE NEVER FAILS - biar kasih Tuhan yang gak pernah gagal, yang akan memampukan aku and DM to finish this race together.. Yes! Amen! Thank you all.. ^^

PS: DM, I miss you and I love you! Please forgive all my failures and my bad attitudes.. I wanna learn to accept not only your best, but also your worst.. I want to be your helpmeet and your biggest supporter.. I know that God has created me for that purpose.. You are the man of God.. and I'm grateful to be your woman, hehe.. Let's walk together to fulfill His calling in our lives! I'm with you.. - Cella :)